Thursday, April 26, 2007

I actually feel dumber after watching the news.

"Terrorism across the board is wrong and evil." - Random 'man on the street' commentator about the man who allegedly is The Bishop.

Thank you Captain Obvious. For without your insightful comments, I might never have known.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

I might be a bad person...


...Because I find this to be insanely funny.




Oh, and we mustn't forget this one...

And lastly (for now) this one almost made me crap my pants I laughed so hard...

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This is all I want to do today. Look at comics and laugh. I also want to think about Mike. And how much I love him. I think I picked the perfect song for us to dance to at our wedding. I started crying when I listened to it again. Hard. I started crying hard as I pictured dancing with him at our wedding. It absolutely blows my mind how much I love that man. Want to know how I know he is my forever? One good way is because I sob when I think about dancing with him at our wedding. I sob when I think about how much I love him. I sob when I wake up in the morning and realize that somehow, I actually love him more than I did yesterday. I have loved before. I have even thought I wanted to marry people before. Twice. Once, when I was 18. I chalk that one up to the fact that I was 18. I thought I knew my heart, and myself. But I didn't know either. The other was more recently. We never got engaged, and I believe that we never would have. He would have asked and I wouldn't have been able to say yes. He is a good person, and he was a great boyfriend. And maybe if we were different people it could have been something we didn't just talk about. But then I met Mike. And our relationship has been like no other. Not too far into it, I told him we had something special. I never could have guessed however, where it would actually go. I didn't even want a boyfriend out of him. I just enjoyed his company, and his friendship. Thank god, I still do. He is my rock, my strength, my heart, my soul. He is the only person I want to be with for the rest of time. He has made me a better person, someone I really like and respect. All because he is such a good person. The best, in fact. I have never met a more moral, truthful, amazing man in my life. I am in awe of him on a fairly regular basis. Yes, I have loved people before, but in comparison those loves mean nothing. How do i know that God put Mike and I on this earth to be with each other? Because I just do. Because nothing has felt more right. Because I've never gotten excited thinking about having anyone else's children. Because my heart and my head are screaming at me take his hand and never let go. And of course because of the sobbing. I used to be a bit of a non-emotional hard-ass. I prided myself on the fact that I went three years without crying. Eventually I softened up and allowed myself to watch (and admit to watching) romantic comedies, and cry unabashedly at them. I allowed myself to open up to people more and express my feelings and not be afraid. But this? These intense wracking sobs? Over a guy? Because I'm so happy? This I've never done before. I thank Hashem (God) for him on a daily basis. And I cry then too. I look at his picture and I get misty eyed. It's actually completely out of hand and I hope it stops after the wedding. But for now I'm totally ok with it. Because it feels good to cry so much for a good reason. Even if that does make me such a girl.