Productive

I've been pretty productive in the last few days. I finished two hats that I feel really good about. Sometimes I'll get a hat mostly finished and then lack the motivation to get it all done. You know, I'll have strings hanging, and whatever extra embellishment I make won't be sewn on. But lately I've been pretty much kicking ass and taking names. Now I just need to take pictures of them and we will be all good. It is too bad flower pins aren't in anymore because I rock at crocheting fantastical flowers with neat embellishments. I could pump out like 20 a day.

Things are good on the band front. Everyone meshes well. I'm pretty much platonicly in love with everyone. Our drummer Troy has a great sense of humor, and a great laugh. Karla is a bad ass little chick, she just doesn't know it. Which I love about her. She is so sweet and has a good heart. Kit (aka Panda) is a really good hostess. Whenever we practice at her house she is making us food and drinks and she is so nice about it. And she is our little energetic bunny. I'm not sure if Danny is a full member of the band, but he's been around lately, and he seems pretty awesome too. Adam is my favorite aside from Keith. He is just a good guy and I have a lot of fun when he is around. And we are both red heads so I have to love him. And then there is Keith, who I've been friends with for over ten years now. Obviously I think he is awesome, and he makes me feel special all the time.
We have a few shows coming up in January and I'm so excited!

It occurred to me today that I've been replacing my want to have a kid with time consuming things. I'm on this medication that you aren't supposed to get pregnant on. And anyhow, I know there is never a perfect time to have a baby, but financially we are sucking right now and having a baby would push us way past our limit. So instead of letting myself get depressed about that, I'm starting all these projects to fill my time. I've got this TGON thing with Megan, which I'll talk more about in a few weeks when she gets back form her trip. And I have the band. Two things that have the potential to be very time consuming.

Of course in true me fashion I'm not just filling my time with stuff. I've got such a horribly addictive personality, and I need to be doing something somewhat destructive all the time. Or if it isn't destructive, than it is to an excess. I'll do that with exercise for example. And other stuff I'm not going to go into right now. And lately I've totally been eating. God help me I'm going to pop out of my clothes eventually. Honestly, I would just start smoking again but it aggravates my asthma, and Keith is having me do backup vocals, and I already don't have a stellar voice.